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I miss home...
Nov. 5th, 2020 08:50 amIt seems that my default thoughts are of Gary and ugly thoughts of him. My brain is still rationalizing the loss. Today, it blamed myself. I remember the times I got so mad and yelled at him and my actions seemed to rattle him. He didn't know how to handle an upset woman. And he didn't take responsibility for it. He was all about having his way and none of the obligations. I guess he never grew up in that sense.
When you're away from the people you love there's a part of you that can never feel whole.
When you're away from the people you love there's a part of you that can never feel whole.
Emotionally Unavailable
Sep. 9th, 2020 04:46 pmThis is a good article about Emotional Unavailability. This is a perfect way to describe my relationship with Gary.
I don't have time for distractions
Sep. 7th, 2020 11:31 amI want to go to Woodstock Animal Sanctuary when they open back up for their trips. Sanctuary Address
I got rid of my Wireclub account. Good riddens!
2020 is an important year for me because it taught me to focus on what matters most in life. It woke me up to the reality that I have ignored, over-looked, missed and took for granted. You cannot offer what you don't have. I want to better my entire self so I can do better in life.
I got rid of my Wireclub account. Good riddens!
2020 is an important year for me because it taught me to focus on what matters most in life. It woke me up to the reality that I have ignored, over-looked, missed and took for granted. You cannot offer what you don't have. I want to better my entire self so I can do better in life.
