lalahela | What do I REALLY want out of life?

It seems that I am conflicted with what I really want to do with my life... I want to take care of animals, I want to be an interior designer, a botanist, a simple office person, a yogi, a voice actor, etc... So many things that seem appealing yet when I start to seriously consider doing any of it, I get scared and shy away from the idea. I want so many things and I don't want so many things.