I have to write my thoughts

Wonderful things have happened lately and I can't be happier about myself. I have once and for all motivated myself to get back to getting active again. I've been doing my walks about 3-4 x per week since the week after my birthday and I feel tremendously proud of myself. I have also found the courage to just do the things I like to do such as cook, check out shops, etc. Most of all, I am happy that I have that motivation and inspiration to do stuff and not just hide at home. I feel alive and happy. 

I would not recommend getting married...

But I think, just like with anything you undertake in life, it will make you a better person by pushing you to boundaries you never wanted to cross or consider things you never thought possible with yourself. 

I've grown a lot since getting married and moving here to the US. If I could do it all over again, would I? Maybe not. But I cannot say that this has been a total mistake. I am here. And there is no way to go than to make the most of what I have.

Am I 100% happy? Not quite. It's tough missing family and friends and my old life. I miss them everyday. But this is my life now. And I have to work towards my happiness. This is what will help me grow. Accepting this stage in my life will only make me a better person. And that is ultimately, what I strive for.